My dad was killed by a doctor a little over a year ago. Isn't that awful?? He was only 50 years old, and he died because the doctor used dirty tools when he performed a simple back surgery on him. Afterwards my dad was in so much pain, he kept going back to the doctor, the doctor ran tests and told my dad he was fine and pretty much called him a wimp for not being able to handle the pain. My dad went to a different doctor after that, and the doctor saw right away that my dad's back was infected. It had already spread to his spine, and there's no way to fix that. So my dad was pretty much in pain for 5 years until undetected blood clots in his leg killed him while he was sleeping. It's a super long story, but I have been trying really hard to accept his death lately. Since it happened I have been pretty much putting it out of my mind, but this week I've been working really hard on accepting it and letting him go. Last week I kept having dreams about him still being alive and us waiting for him to die, so I pretty much saw it as a sign that I just have to accept it.
My dad was such a good man. He worked so hard and gave my sister, mom and I everything we have always wanted. I miss hanging out with him so much. He made me develop my love for hockey, the outdoors, court tv and law and order! :) He was always so supportive of everything I chose to do, and even tried to understand me when I went through my "rebellious" period during high school. We had our disagreements, but he was such a great dad.
When I had Alex my dad was thrilled! Some days I had to fight him to let ME hold Alex, he just took care of him like he was his own son. :) My dad always wanted a son, so in some ways I think I was meant to have Alex at the time that I did for him.
I was just on the internet, and I found
THIS, which makes me so so mad. I read it in the online newspaper back in April when it first came out. There is an area where people can make comments on the article, and people were pretty much saying my mom was suing the doctor because she was trying to get a "free ride"!! I wanted to post a comment sooo bad sticking up for her, but our lawyer told me not to. :P My dad had been suing the doctor before he died because he couldn't even work anymore. So, after he died the trial changed a little, but we are still suing him for killing my dad. The doctor is denying everything, but things look really bad on his side, and he's been sued for wrongful practice many times before, muahaha. I just wish my dad had done more research before he went to that awful doctor!
I also found
this online, which made me happier. I love that pic of my dad, it was him before he got sick, that's the daddy I will always remember. :)
From this experience, I will always be veryyy careful about what doctor I go to. It has made me a little scared of doctors, which isn't good, but better safe than sorry.
Sorry for all the whining! :) I'm off to scrap now.